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Regis Lucis Caelum ([personal profile] regisrex) wrote2037-03-06 10:18 am

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[personal profile] nofarplaneyet 2017-11-21 12:25 am (UTC)(link)
[Auron will always have a different view of the situation, always blaming himself for being unable to stop them and not trying hard enough. However, the ferocity of that guilt had greatly diminished in his time here.

He is honestly surprised by the request but appreciative.
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It's kind of strange. When I became Unsent, it's like getting honed into to finest and strongest you can possibly be. At the same time, everything that is not your promise, your hook for staying in Spira, isn't important anymore.

When I first got here, alive again after 10 years and more, it felt strange for people to want to be physically close to you. But...I think I'm remembering how important it actually is. So yeah. I'd like that.
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[personal profile] nofarplaneyet 2017-11-22 01:42 am (UTC)(link)
[He hadn't expected the words. Not in the least. Yes, he'd been told it wasn't his fault, he shouldn't be responsible. Shouldn't feel guilty. But he did and he always would.

What no one had ever told him, not all this time is to judge him worthy of all that he DID actually accomplish. Had he done enough? If he'd actually gone to the Farplane as he should have, Braska and Jecht, no doubt, would have been able to tell him the same.

But they weren't with him. He had to find an answer he didn't realize he needed so badly and find it in the arms of one of closest friends he had here. Even as his heart does a curious skip to its beat, Auron holds on to Regis just as tightly.

He exhales slowly and something twisted and painful inside his heart snaps. The overcast clouds of sadness and snow begin to part. The sun returns and around them, a warm breeze blows, much warmer than the season would allow. The feeling generating these reactions is much denied and much needed relief.
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