[He hadn't expected the words. Not in the least. Yes, he'd been told it wasn't his fault, he shouldn't be responsible. Shouldn't feel guilty. But he did and he always would.
What no one had ever told him, not all this time is to judge him worthy of all that he DID actually accomplish. Had he done enough? If he'd actually gone to the Farplane as he should have, Braska and Jecht, no doubt, would have been able to tell him the same.
But they weren't with him. He had to find an answer he didn't realize he needed so badly and find it in the arms of one of closest friends he had here. Even as his heart does a curious skip to its beat, Auron holds on to Regis just as tightly.
He exhales slowly and something twisted and painful inside his heart snaps. The overcast clouds of sadness and snow begin to part. The sun returns and around them, a warm breeze blows, much warmer than the season would allow. The feeling generating these reactions is much denied and much needed relief.]
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What no one had ever told him, not all this time is to judge him worthy of all that he DID actually accomplish. Had he done enough? If he'd actually gone to the Farplane as he should have, Braska and Jecht, no doubt, would have been able to tell him the same.
But they weren't with him. He had to find an answer he didn't realize he needed so badly and find it in the arms of one of closest friends he had here. Even as his heart does a curious skip to its beat, Auron holds on to Regis just as tightly.
He exhales slowly and something twisted and painful inside his heart snaps. The overcast clouds of sadness and snow begin to part. The sun returns and around them, a warm breeze blows, much warmer than the season would allow. The feeling generating these reactions is much denied and much needed relief.]